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unstable.
yepss, unstable. tepat dihari2 gue mo masuk kuliah lagii, menghadapii subject2 terberat gue malah ngrasa unstable bangett. blkangaan inii gue biisa dibilang orang rajiin puasa kali yeh, jarang banget yang namanya gue makan blakangan inii. andaikan makan jg cuman makan indomie ato mie ayam, sisanyaa tu jarang banget makaan. gue gatauu knapa nafsu makan gue ilang bner2. nyokab gue smpet bilang klo gue jarang makan ginii, ntar mama ribet harus buka laboratorium. bingung ga lo? kata nyokab gue soalnyaa ntar gue bakal jadii tengkorak idup yang harus diteliti ma scientist2 duniaa. what the-
ditinggal orang yang lo sayang banget tu rasanya gaenak bangett. kadang lo bisa stress sndirii, kadang lo biisa gilaa. gue tau di bayangan banyak orang itu yang namanya long distance tu asal kita emang sayaang ma satu sama laen dan kita jg pcaya ma pasangan kiita, sgalanyaa pastii bisa dilewatii. ternyataa itu ga semudah itu. bayangiin ketika saat2 lo tiba2 inget dia, inget date ma dia yang paling asiik dan lo pengen banget ngulangnyaa, tapii itu gabisa soalnya pacar lo ga disiitu. blom lagii ditambah ketika lo kontek ma dia, dia ato lo bisa sedih karena kangeen ma atu ma laen. everyone would cry on any day like that. damn it, it's much harder than i thought.
btw, nglanjutin posting bulan lalu. ternyata oh ternyataa, math gue sukses fail. taii banget neh. jadii gue harus ngulang 1 plajran foundation gitu. skrang itu salah satu yang ngisii pikiran gue, gimana caranyaa gue nyeleseiin foundation dan secepetnya nyusul sii babe yang uda di sydney. any suggestion, folks? jujur aja, gue ngrasaa berat bangett njalanin hari2 gue blkangan inii. gue smpet bilang ma tmen gue kmaren, kayaknya dengan jauhnya sii babe dengan gue, gue makiin menyadarii deh hal2 yang ga pnah gue sadarii. dan makin harii gue makiin yakiin klo she's the one i need for every move i made, for every steps i take. yeah, i love her more than anything in this world.
slaen masalah jarak dengan sii babe, gue bertambah unstable lagii dngan keadaan gue skrang. nenek gue skrang gy di mmc, kmaren phnya turun dan harus transfusii darah. gue pun bingung mo gimanaa skarang? ketika gue kangen banget ma sii babe, dan biasanya kita kontek2an di msn, gue jg harus nemenin nenek gue dirumah sakit di jam2 yang sama dngan jam sii babe ol. emang blakangan inii gue uda jarang banget ke rumah sakiit, gue lagi kangen2nya ma sii babe, ampe akhirnya nyokab gue kmaren ngomong ma gue klo gue tu harusnya lebii banyak ke rumah sakiit. well, that's true. but wait till she said, "yang laen smua ada, om dito tante adek tante tutii, lah mama cuman sndirii? papamu manaa? kamu dongss yang gantiin papa kamuu harusnyaa."
FUCK, knapa sii gue uda jadii papa kluarga gue? ketiika gue harus kuliah, gue haruss keep contact dngaan sii babe, gue disuru jadii papa keluarga. and when anything a bit fallin apart from the way it should be, i'm the one to be blame on. where's daddy? why should i even bother? he's around like never there, and when he's away he's gone like the wind. at some points, i thought i couldn't live anymore. but there're still dreams i'm not there to catch, so i thought i should be stronger now. always i see the way sii babe handle to adapt in sydney, she did cry and sad but that's normal, she told me yesterday that she could adapt there a bit. i keep followin and lookin at her, as long as she could adapt there, then i should be longer livin. x)
well, i'm not that fun anymore, did i? i don't friggin' care. pissout.
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Sunday, February 24, 2008 - unstable.
yepss, unstable. tepat dihari2 gue mo masuk kuliah lagii, menghadapii subject2 terberat gue malah ngrasa unstable bangett. blkangaan inii gue biisa dibilang orang rajiin puasa kali yeh, jarang banget yang namanya gue makan blakangan inii. andaikan makan jg cuman makan indomie ato mie ayam, sisanyaa tu jarang banget makaan. gue gatauu knapa nafsu makan gue ilang bner2. nyokab gue smpet bilang klo gue jarang makan ginii, ntar mama ribet harus buka laboratorium. bingung ga lo? kata nyokab gue soalnyaa ntar gue bakal jadii tengkorak idup yang harus diteliti ma scientist2 duniaa. what the-
ditinggal orang yang lo sayang banget tu rasanya gaenak bangett. kadang lo bisa stress sndirii, kadang lo biisa gilaa. gue tau di bayangan banyak orang itu yang namanya long distance tu asal kita emang sayaang ma satu sama laen dan kita jg pcaya ma pasangan kiita, sgalanyaa pastii bisa dilewatii. ternyataa itu ga semudah itu. bayangiin ketika saat2 lo tiba2 inget dia, inget date ma dia yang paling asiik dan lo pengen banget ngulangnyaa, tapii itu gabisa soalnya pacar lo ga disiitu. blom lagii ditambah ketika lo kontek ma dia, dia ato lo bisa sedih karena kangeen ma atu ma laen. everyone would cry on any day like that. damn it, it's much harder than i thought.
btw, nglanjutin posting bulan lalu. ternyata oh ternyataa, math gue sukses fail. taii banget neh. jadii gue harus ngulang 1 plajran foundation gitu. skrang itu salah satu yang ngisii pikiran gue, gimana caranyaa gue nyeleseiin foundation dan secepetnya nyusul sii babe yang uda di sydney. any suggestion, folks? jujur aja, gue ngrasaa berat bangett njalanin hari2 gue blkangan inii. gue smpet bilang ma tmen gue kmaren, kayaknya dengan jauhnya sii babe dengan gue, gue makiin menyadarii deh hal2 yang ga pnah gue sadarii. dan makin harii gue makiin yakiin klo she's the one i need for every move i made, for every steps i take. yeah, i love her more than anything in this world.
slaen masalah jarak dengan sii babe, gue bertambah unstable lagii dngan keadaan gue skrang. nenek gue skrang gy di mmc, kmaren phnya turun dan harus transfusii darah. gue pun bingung mo gimanaa skarang? ketika gue kangen banget ma sii babe, dan biasanya kita kontek2an di msn, gue jg harus nemenin nenek gue dirumah sakit di jam2 yang sama dngan jam sii babe ol. emang blakangan inii gue uda jarang banget ke rumah sakiit, gue lagi kangen2nya ma sii babe, ampe akhirnya nyokab gue kmaren ngomong ma gue klo gue tu harusnya lebii banyak ke rumah sakiit. well, that's true. but wait till she said, "yang laen smua ada, om dito tante adek tante tutii, lah mama cuman sndirii? papamu manaa? kamu dongss yang gantiin papa kamuu harusnyaa."
FUCK, knapa sii gue uda jadii papa kluarga gue? ketiika gue harus kuliah, gue haruss keep contact dngaan sii babe, gue disuru jadii papa keluarga. and when anything a bit fallin apart from the way it should be, i'm the one to be blame on. where's daddy? why should i even bother? he's around like never there, and when he's away he's gone like the wind. at some points, i thought i couldn't live anymore. but there're still dreams i'm not there to catch, so i thought i should be stronger now. always i see the way sii babe handle to adapt in sydney, she did cry and sad but that's normal, she told me yesterday that she could adapt there a bit. i keep followin and lookin at her, as long as she could adapt there, then i should be longer livin. x)
well, i'm not that fun anymore, did i? i don't friggin' care. pissout.
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Arsay Anadarps
Hello my name is Yasra Pradana. :D
having a disoriented brain and a dysfunctional family, is my life
i might not be smart, but i know what is life.
having anti-social kinda life, but still surrounded by friends and family and of course, the girl whom i secretly engaged. thanks guys! iloveyou
living the morning in a sunrise, an afternoon under the sun, evening on a sunset, and nite under the stars.
i smile at least every hour, no hour without something fun.
my life is kinda sucks, but it’s kinda fun to live on.
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 date: 30 november
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