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one year six month
i've been wondering these days. the things i've been through all these years, just as some things that i haven't been. i was just driving around the street last nite when i found out that i lost it, and no more second chance this time. damn it, i lost it and it ain't come back anymore.
in memories i've dug, i found a piece of smile in every seconds of it. as a start, back all the way on high school, i remembered how we used to laugh, make jokes, tease each other. we even have a fake fight, just for the hell of it.
i just never realize this could ends like this. yeah well, i did my mistakes and this is how i get pusnished, but i never thought the punishment could be this hard and hurt. every second i feel alone, every second i feel my regret. i just wish i could turn back time, and start it all over again. i know i will not fall on the same hole, quite sure of it.
yellowcard's one year six month rings at my ipod. it's the perfect month to be one year six month if everything's not falling apart. just as perfect time to break-up and kill me indirectly. this song has been a perfect jingle for last nite. quite sucks to be alone in the big traffic of jakarta and realizing that i have no one else to cry to, to listen to my dirty secret, to cheer me up when i'm down and in a great spirit of suicide, like about right now.
but time ain't coming back, it just move forward before we even know it. some peops have said that when you break-up with someone, you have to get over it, try to move on. i just laugh everytime i heard something like that. it's like they know exactly what we feel. i myself, dont take they're words. i won't get over it, i won't try to move on. just keep at still, and believe that my feeling is never goin anywhere. if it wasn't with her, it's better with no one. yep, that's my decision.
"i wish i'd have died in your arms the last time we were together, So i wouldn't have to wake without you today." -"a year from now" by across five aprils-
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Saturday, May 17, 2008 - one year six month
i've been wondering these days. the things i've been through all these years, just as some things that i haven't been. i was just driving around the street last nite when i found out that i lost it, and no more second chance this time. damn it, i lost it and it ain't come back anymore.
in memories i've dug, i found a piece of smile in every seconds of it. as a start, back all the way on high school, i remembered how we used to laugh, make jokes, tease each other. we even have a fake fight, just for the hell of it.
i just never realize this could ends like this. yeah well, i did my mistakes and this is how i get pusnished, but i never thought the punishment could be this hard and hurt. every second i feel alone, every second i feel my regret. i just wish i could turn back time, and start it all over again. i know i will not fall on the same hole, quite sure of it.
yellowcard's one year six month rings at my ipod. it's the perfect month to be one year six month if everything's not falling apart. just as perfect time to break-up and kill me indirectly. this song has been a perfect jingle for last nite. quite sucks to be alone in the big traffic of jakarta and realizing that i have no one else to cry to, to listen to my dirty secret, to cheer me up when i'm down and in a great spirit of suicide, like about right now.
but time ain't coming back, it just move forward before we even know it. some peops have said that when you break-up with someone, you have to get over it, try to move on. i just laugh everytime i heard something like that. it's like they know exactly what we feel. i myself, dont take they're words. i won't get over it, i won't try to move on. just keep at still, and believe that my feeling is never goin anywhere. if it wasn't with her, it's better with no one. yep, that's my decision.
"i wish i'd have died in your arms the last time we were together, So i wouldn't have to wake without you today." -"a year from now" by across five aprils-
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Arsay Anadarps
Hello my name is Yasra Pradana. :D
having a disoriented brain and a dysfunctional family, is my life
i might not be smart, but i know what is life.
having anti-social kinda life, but still surrounded by friends and family and of course, the girl whom i secretly engaged. thanks guys! iloveyou
living the morning in a sunrise, an afternoon under the sun, evening on a sunset, and nite under the stars.
i smile at least every hour, no hour without something fun.
my life is kinda sucks, but it’s kinda fun to live on.
last updated @ 18/4, 11.22am
 date: 30 november
 drinking: hot cup of milo
 eating: chocolate
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 listening: john mayer - love songs for no one
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?/ Wishing upon a star.
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• meet Hayley Williams
• a new double pedal
• something new :p
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